July 28th, 2008

I’m A Sweet Piece Of Work…

I vowed that I would never come to my blog and apologize for something blog related. Yet here I am, giving you the pouty lips and puppy dog eyes in the sincere hope that you will all forgive me for not really commenting on blogs as much as I usually do. I know that real life should ALWAYS take precedence over the Wide Wide World of Web but at the same time, I start to feel guilty when I neglect my friends and such. In any case, my two weeks of craziness has finally calmed down AND I am caught up on everything else I need to do so as of right now, my blog life will be back to normal (whatever *that* means!).

Moving right along…

I’ve been looking at a lot of pictures of myself today, and yanno…I totally am going to share some of my faves from DaveDiego while I tell you some things that I have decreed for myself today…ready?

Hilly and Dave by Karl

I’m tired of worrying about who thinks I look fat in a picture and/or who has something negative to say about that (oh and believe you me, certain assholes do).

I’m also not going to apologize that my boobs are constantly showing no matter what people think about that either. Here’s a clue (and no, I won’t buy it for you)…maybe I have insecurities about my body except when it comes to my boobs. So yeah, I wear boobie tops and let people stick money in my cleavage but I am not some slutty, needy, pathetic person who just wants attention (and yes, that’s been uttered behind “closed doors” as well).

Moreover, I won’t apologize for being myself…ever. A real friend will often confront you about things that you need to work on changing yet they will never ever ask you to stop being yourself. Sometimes I am silly, sometimes I am serious and yanno…sometimes I spend an evening sandwiched between two dudes (who happen to be friends). I like sandwiches anyway.

Last but not least, I won’t apologize for the days, moments or whatever when I totally think I’m cute…like in this picture here. Seriously, I only posted this picture because I think we’re both totally cute it in. What? You have a problem with that? I didn’t think so.

While a lot of this is tongue-in-cheek, as well as a pathetic excuse to post some pictures that I really like, there is complete and utter truth to my words. I’ve just suddenly realized once again that people are going to say what they want to about the things we all do. Whispers will happen, rumors will fly, gossip and negative energy will spew forth but at the end of it all…none of that matters. What matters is what you see and know in your own heart as well as the people who love you…just the way you are. I’m lucky as shit to have many that accept me the way I am and I really hope you do too. :)

Stuck In The Middle With You Kisses,
Me

PS - I stole all these images from Karl and Winter!

Posted in Friendship, Hilly On A Tangent, Hilly's Life 2008 | Comments (53)

53 Responses to “I’m A Sweet Piece Of Work…”

  1. Rachel Says:
    July 28th, 2008 at 6:01 pm

    I’ll say what I want….I wish I had your boobs!!! :roll:

  2. kat Says:
    July 28th, 2008 at 6:04 pm

    aww, you look fabulous. and like you’re having so much fun! jealous i am.

  3. Nat Says:
    July 28th, 2008 at 6:09 pm

    So. Does that mean that I can’t stick any money in your cleavage when we meet?

    I wish I were that photogenic. Love the first and last pics..

    Nats last blog post..Ladies and gentlemen, the rhythm section

  4. Ammie aka Sleeping Mommy Says:
    July 28th, 2008 at 6:13 pm

    I wish I had your boobs too. I’m a “big” girl and all the tops like this in my size are made for women with bigger boobs than mine. I’m between a C and a D cup and that’s just not big enough when you are a big girl. Sad.

    You don’t ever have to apologize Hilly. You are adorable.

  5. suze Says:
    July 28th, 2008 at 6:14 pm

    I think you look fantastic (especially in that last shot). Oh, and the second to last shot - who wouldn’t want to be the filling in that sandwich?

    suzes last blog post..i get by with a little help from my friends…

  6. adena Says:
    July 28th, 2008 at 6:17 pm

    I want to know what Dave’s doing in that first picture to inspire that kind of look from you.

    And I love the last picture. You DO look totally cute in it. Tho’ Dave is quite Zoolander-y.

    adenas last blog post..These Music Meme’s Kill Me EVERY Time!

  7. Coal Miner's Granddaughter Says:
    July 28th, 2008 at 6:21 pm

    Darlin’, you’re gorgeous. But, I have to admit that Dave does eclipse you in the hawtness category. Just a bit, though. :)
    Coal Miner’s Granddaughters last blog post..It’s Burt’s Turn

  8. Poppy Says:
    July 28th, 2008 at 6:26 pm

    The broken record continues to play: You are beautiful and I love your boobie pictures.

    No excuses are ever necessary. If someone expects an excuse from you it’s because they have unreasonable expectations in the first place.

    Live your life how you choose and those who matter most will be there to live it with you.

    Blah blah blah, I just ate chocolate creme pie. Yum!

    Poppys last blog post..a line has been crossed

  9. hello haha narf Says:
    July 28th, 2008 at 6:34 pm

    you are entirely too hard on yourself, my friend. entirely.

    (p.s. i so love the photo of you in between vahid and dave. fucking awesome!)

    hello haha narfs last blog post..Fuck Me

  10. hello haha narf Says:
    July 28th, 2008 at 6:34 pm

    oh…and what poppy said!! she is so smart!

    hello haha narfs last blog post..Fuck Me

  11. Winter Says:
    July 28th, 2008 at 6:37 pm

    I thought all the pics were good. They showed us having an amazing time. How could they not be good? And I don’t listen to assholes so I could give a doody what they say. Is it needy to want to be with people who love you for who you truly are and don’t see the flaws in you because they do love you? I think not. Nor is it needy to show off what you consider your best asset. I do that all the time… hence all the pics of Motley. ;)
    Winters last blog post..Late Date

  12. Crys Says:
    July 28th, 2008 at 6:54 pm

    i’m sure you’re going to get a lot of comments telling you that you’re beautiful and you should be proud of just who you are — and that’s because it’s true.

    olives!

    Cryss last blog post..Or have you?

  13. Karen Says:
    July 28th, 2008 at 7:05 pm

    Amen sister! I am so over worrying that I look fat in a photo. Life is too freaking short no to share our fun times because there are some haters out there.

    And by the way, you are totally cute!

    Karens last blog post..The Party Bus

  14. Karl Says:
    July 28th, 2008 at 7:07 pm

    No apologies necessary. You do whatever you need to do to make you happy.

    Karls last blog post..Dave Diego or Bust!

  15. *pixie* Says:
    July 28th, 2008 at 7:12 pm

    Good for you!

    I’ve been thinking a lot lately about how I need to work more on taking care of ME. I need to stop thinking about it and do it. Love me for me…

    *pixie*s last blog post..weekly winners: july 20–26, 2008

  16. Foo Says:
    July 28th, 2008 at 7:13 pm

    The last one is by far my favorite. You are kickin’ it with your boys, there is nothing wrong with that or the boobage. You are being you and that’s why everyone looks like they are having fun in the photos…um, because they are.

  17. Sharon Says:
    July 28th, 2008 at 7:40 pm

    1) I think you look cute, no matter what your weight.

    2) If you got the boobies, work ‘em! Nothin’ wrong with that in my book!

    Sharons last blog post..Ch-ch-ch-changes

  18. Karen Sugarpants Says:
    July 28th, 2008 at 7:46 pm

    I have never heard a bad word said about you EVER. Mostly because you’re amazing and lovely and most people love you. At least that is the perception I have.
    Also - I think you are beeeeautiful, inside and out. So fuck whoever disagrees with me. I will cut them.

  19. MB Says:
    July 28th, 2008 at 8:20 pm

    I wish I had the confidence to show off my boobs like that. When you have a great rack like that it would be a shame not to display them proudly. You are totally cute and that sandwich looks yummy.

    MBs last blog post..RIP Dr. Randy Pausch

  20. kim Says:
    July 28th, 2008 at 8:41 pm

    I like the first pic, in black and white. And, where did you get the green shirt? Adorable.

  21. Shash Says:
    July 28th, 2008 at 9:16 pm

    I think you are beautiful and an incredibly good friend. The rest? Is just details.

    The boobs? Real AND Spectacular? Seinfeld is SO proud!

    Shash

    Shashs last blog post..It’s Not the Hatfield’s or the McCoy’s…yet

  22. DutchBitch Says:
    July 28th, 2008 at 9:41 pm

    Oh Please Wuh-Man!!! Don’t even THINK about apoligizing for any of that indeed and not even for not getting around to blogs, Sheesh!!!

    People who love you (and exactly! just the way you are) don’t care about that shit.

    Be well, hang in there and all that!

    DutchySmooches!!!

    DutchBitchs last blog post..Do I look different to you? Do I?

  23. Sarah Says:
    July 29th, 2008 at 12:53 am

    I totally think you are super pretty. I look at your pictures and when I can get past the awesomeness of your boobs I realize that you are hot woman Miss Hilly.
    Don’t ever apologize for being yourself, you are too fabulous for it.

  24. penny Says:
    July 29th, 2008 at 2:46 am

    I so know what you mean! However, YOU are photogenic. Whereas I am completely unphotogenic, thus no pictures of me on my blog.

    Flaunt it - you rock!

    pennys last blog post..My love life has been dead for so long

  25. radioactive tori Says:
    July 29th, 2008 at 6:05 am

    I totally agree with Karen. I think you are awesome, and would never say anything bad about you to anyone.

    Your boobs (and you) are hot, and I might just be a teeny tiny bit jealous of them (and you).

    radioactive toris last blog post..The Socks That Will Kill Me

  26. jodi Says:
    July 29th, 2008 at 6:07 am

    i might be the first to say i wish i had half your boobies - that would probably bring me up to a nice, full B… :o(

    i think you look great and have no reason to apologize for ANYTHING - you look happy… nothing wrong with living in the moment, regardless how long or short that may be… :o)

    jodis last blog post..is it friday yet?

  27. Miss Britt Says:
    July 29th, 2008 at 6:09 am

    I will cut a bitch for you.

    Seriously.

    Miss Britts last blog post..I am a tool. Seriously.

  28. Lisa Says:
    July 29th, 2008 at 6:27 am

    I could of written something so similar to this. Could you get out of my head sister? I alway swore I’d never apologize for something blog related, but I did. And I used to be self-conscious of how I looked too but I am who I am.

    Just as you are who you are…beautiful both inside and out. Absolutely beautiful. Everyone else can go to hell.

  29. John Says:
    July 29th, 2008 at 7:16 am

    You ARE TOTALLY cute. And you’ve got rockin’ tits.

    : )

    Johns last blog post..The Politics of Blogging

  30. TUWABVB Says:
    July 29th, 2008 at 7:41 am

    I’m pretty sure that these alleged “people” that you say would be critical of you, wouldn’t be 1/8 as hard on you as you are on yourself - so I’m thrilled to see pictures of you that you are proud of.

    And you look awesome! And I want to know what kind of bra you wear because my boobs haven’t been that high since I was in utero. They look great! (Said in a totally platonic I’m-not-even-thinking-about-the-term-motorboat kind of way).

  31. Mindy Says:
    July 29th, 2008 at 7:41 am

    You want my honest opinion? Your boobs are something to be proud of and they need to be flaunted! Oh and if anyone one doesn’t agree with how you act, it’s my guess that they are jealous and insecure! Rock on Hilly!

    Mindys last blog post..Bryn – Alan’s customer service is a joke!!!

  32. Di Says:
    July 29th, 2008 at 8:30 am

    Hilly

    It looks like you had a great time with your friends so that is what is important if anyone doesn’t like it screw them. You always look beautiful in the pictures I see of you and I wish I looked that good in pictures. As for the clevevage if you have it you might as well flaunt it.

    Di

  33. Finn Says:
    July 29th, 2008 at 8:56 am

    Let me tell you something: I admire the hell out of the way you seem so comfortable in front of the camera in spite of how you might feel about the way you look. I run and hide when people try to take pictures of me and my discomfort shows when I actually allow someone to do it.

    The camera adds 10 pounds and 10 pounds of ugly — and yet you manage to look lovely anyway. As for your boobs: You gotta work your assets. If it makes you feel good about you, it doesn’t matter what other people think. Their opinion of you has nothing to do with you. That’s right it’s not YOU, it’s THEM. ;)

  34. Dagny Says:
    July 29th, 2008 at 9:33 am

    As one of my college roommates used to say about the naysayers, “Fuck ‘em and feed ‘em beans.” OK. So it never made complete sense to me but it sure was fun to say.

    And hey, I envy anyone who has the ability to keep their eyes open in photos.

    Dagnys last blog post..Name that tune

  35. Sybil Law Says:
    July 29th, 2008 at 9:36 am

    You look damn good! Seriously - who could say anything bad? And why?
    I’d do ya. :wink:

    Sybil Laws last blog post..Can’t Come Up with a Good Title

  36. Atomic Bombshell Says:
    July 29th, 2008 at 11:19 am

    Those pics are adorable!

  37. Mackey Says:
    July 29th, 2008 at 11:24 am

    I have been a lurker for the past few weeks but this post has brought me out.
    I loved it. Absofreakinglutely loved it.
    I am overweight but have great boobs & I wear boobie shirts too! And dammit…I ain’t apologizing for it anymore! Besides…my hubby loves my push up bras & booby shirts;)

    Mackeys last blog post..10 Things I Can’t Undo

  38. Catherine Says:
    July 29th, 2008 at 1:25 pm

    You look terrific, love that hair, love the boobs. I can’t imagine why you would assume folks would want you to apologize, and if they did, why you wouldn’t simply ignore them, happily.

    Catherines last blog post..Subconscious

  39. Tracy Says:
    July 29th, 2008 at 1:52 pm

    Puh-leaze. You’re totally gorgeous, so whatever. I wish I were half as cute and girlie as you are. I wish I had 1/3 of the boobage and cleavage. I wish you didn’t feel like you needed to apologize for anything! :wink:

    Tracys last blog post..What…Don’t They Make Mint Jello?

  40. Princess of the Universe Says:
    July 29th, 2008 at 4:42 pm

    OMG Hilly, you are completely effing gorgeous!
    Anyone who says otherwise is a blind idiot.
    xoxo

  41. Mrs Mogul Says:
    July 29th, 2008 at 5:54 pm

    Gorgeous boobs!!! And gorgeous you! :)
    Mrs Moguls last blog post..Necks and holes during pregnancy

  42. Jodie Kash Says:
    July 29th, 2008 at 8:01 pm

    First timer ;)

    I bring my tits to the forefront often. I like them out, so do others, and the skin is soft and plump. Second you, doll, are gor-ge-ous.

    Jodie Kashs last blog post..Goody Two Shoes

  43. Mary1440 Says:
    July 29th, 2008 at 8:16 pm

    You look so cute in those pictures and I love that all of your friends are gathering around you in support. Just as it should be.

    Honey, when a woman has this many people who care about her, she’s a wealthy woman!!
    Hugs from another friend who cares.
    Mary

    Mary1440s last blog post..The down side of a vacation……….

  44. Motley Says:
    July 30th, 2008 at 1:09 am

    I think you’re very pretty and you and Dave are completely adorable in that picture, lol.

    Apparently, high school never ends. Damn it. D:

    Motleys last blog post..Interview: Justin Emord

  45. Employee No. 3699 Says:
    July 30th, 2008 at 7:41 am

    Hilly, you are so photogenic. I usually look awful in every pic.

    And I totally rock the boobie shirts, even at work. If ya don’t like it, don’t look!

    Employee No. 3699s last blog post..Kids Say…

  46. Dragon Says:
    July 30th, 2008 at 10:08 am

    Never apologize for being you. Ever! You hear me? Cause I will come down there an kick the sense back into your head if required. :razz:
    Dragons last blog post..Zucchini, Tomato and Herb Tart

  47. Göran Says:
    July 30th, 2008 at 12:34 pm

    You look happy and totally hot. :smile:

    Görans last blog post..Work

  48. Turnbaby Says:
    July 30th, 2008 at 12:35 pm

    Sugar–thank you for posting the pics–as with your pic with Jester you can see the connection with your boys.

    Turnbabys last blog post..Clearly, This is F’d Up

  49. Mad William Says:
    July 30th, 2008 at 12:56 pm

    Oh Hilly,

    It sounds like you need to weed a few people from your ear shot.

    You’re adorable! You show your boobs as often as you like. I’m here for you.

  50. shiny Says:
    July 30th, 2008 at 4:44 pm

    You know what? As much as I think your boobs are the bees knees boobs, I think you’re pretty damn beautiful in all of your pictures.

    … as well as your inner being. :)

    And that last picture? A keeper. You being all smiley and Dave being all “Blue Steel.”

  51. Ginger Says:
    July 31st, 2008 at 8:58 am

    *Cheers & Applause! Cheers & Applause!*

    You GO, girl! You look fabulous and you have great boobs.

    There is nothing sexier than a confident woman who is comfortable in her own skin.

    Gingers last blog post..Ah, Tequila…

  52. martymankins Says:
    July 31st, 2008 at 10:09 am

    Ok, I admit to glancing are your rack in each of the photos above. Call it admiration.

  53. Selma Says:
    July 31st, 2008 at 10:08 pm

    I can see the genuine warmth, fondness and affection you all share. I have two very close male friends whom I adore. If they weren’t in my life I’d be so sad. Your photos reminded me of similar moments I’ve had with my best buds. That’s what life is all about, I think - those precious moments. And in all seriousness - you are gorgeous and vibrant. LOVE the boob shirts!

    Selmas last blog post..Vita Nova

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